someone just said something to me which made me feel guilty. and troubled over myself.
haiz. i'm forever in a quest to perfect myself spiritually, but the truth is, i'm no saint. i can't help certain feelings, and i end up feeling guilty over them.
on a sidenote, interns always make me feel so helpless. i know so little, i remember so little, and i feel like i studied so little. there is a burning urge to help the sick, but with it comes sheer helplessness at being so useless. i make mistakes, i learn. but if i don't even know anything at all in the first place, how do i actually learn?
and something happened during intern today that left me honestly shaken. i don't know a lot, but there is one thing i'm sure of. i want to help, i just don't know how to.
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